The Way I Love....

What is love really?.. I mean it's so easy to say but so hard (to some) to show.....When I love I love hard.....I don't know I guess it's the woman I grew to be after seeing and experiencing what love was NOT....some may say that I am very picky when it comes to being with someone..but I have been through too much mess when it comes to relationships..the next time..will be the right time..the right one..the right everything....but anyway....this is a poem i wrote a few years ago....enjoy

Mostly You

Thinking about the first time I saw you
how wonderful you were in my eyes.
How you could say nothing wrong
do anything that I would despise.

How many times can I really say
that you are an ideal man for a woman like me?
How you make my whole world collide
and almost cease to be..

real in my eyes no matter how hard
I try I can't deny
the fact that the sun in the sky
can't even come close to the light
you instilled in my soul.

How could I even think of comparing anyone to you?
Even if the stars shift or the earth moved
there is no one that touches my heart
and my mind the way that you do.

Making me say things I wouldn't normally say,
looking forward to talking to you every single day.
How could I not want you
in my life in every possible way?

To think of everything that
I went through in my life.
All of the pain and suffering,
tribulations and strife.

But then you came along and made
everything brand new.
How I let you in my heart,
I haven't the slightest clue.

Every inch of my soul yearns for you,
The passion is almost like a mirage,
it is there but seems untrue.

Waiting, anticipating, and
acknowledging the day that you will become
the other part of my being.
The part that accepts and loves the God that
flows from my body, mind, and spirit.

The joy I will have being in your presence.
Feeling the powers of your touch,
the control of your essence.

Forever and always I'll be true.
Can't wait to spend eternity with you.
Completely intertwined with destiny
you'll be there for me,
and I'll be there for you.

I'll love you like you want to be loved,
if It's the last thing I'll do....

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